after catching up with few butts of my Green Temptation (Malboro) Thank god, full. And yeah i achieved a 3 days of fasting despite me exhaustion and importuned desires to break fast earlier each day. That was my roommate acting stupid and seduced me to enjoy some fag during lunch time, but hellyeah i survived lol. sorry skot, kauu loser-shit head haha
and yeah been it has been the first week of this unusual routines of the month, with two weeks left ahead hopefully this month passed faster than an eye blink. Another 7 months man, 7 month of pure hardship unstable life, tormenting, building fucking training to be endured, sadly saying i would've finish it in a month time but then my injury stopped me for awhile, now I'm back with a whole lot more challenges and superb expectations from all the instructors and officers around. Just bear with it, remind me of how I've survived the past 8 months and not surviving this one and so forth. I can do it. better explained,
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Relationship wise still currently fucked up, and so it'll be in the near future. Okay last two months was it, on June, I have met this girl who changed me abit, alot. Funny instead that things did not go as good, so I have to shut it off for numbers of reason. Glad i did, if not i would've drowned and drifted away from a proper-life guy's goals. to; Live Good; Family. Career. Future. Fucker
But seriously it has been the most wild yet fun yet crazy yet risk-taking times I've had in life. Must not do it again apparently in-country, well when i finally go out from here, take my word! get my leave, a tick in the book of must-do-things- Backpacking, Free, and do shit but that'll have to wait for years i think but I'm fine with it. 3 years of working, of only 5 days of leave I'd been given, yeah mark me as an unlucky person or just a guy that no one cares cause I am just not damn lucky guy who was raised by big-people-that-matter and just not being stupidly selfish about this matter.
"LIFE BARELY GETS MORE THAN A HUNDRED YEARS,
LIVE FULLEST. LAUGH LOUDEST. GET THE BEST THING YOU MAY HAVE FOR EVERYTHING JUST FUCKING GET THEM."
aaaand yeah I'm thinking of making side income, as now I'm financially still lavishly spends and yeah man have start something. Wait till everything's fine enough already, i'll start making my money work for me instead me working for the end's meet,only. Just wont improve. I think.
lallalalaaaabuuuulaalala oh yeah BIZZARE LOVE TRIANGLE. GOOD TUNE! ENJOI ;))
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