First and foremost.

Due to ineffable reasons, life for exact so hard to endure. I then close some part of it to be held here being read and remembered until forever.

I'm back in training, and so perhaps its just a little of time left for me to spare to mode this blog to be a better one. It'll come in process, yet its 'breaking-fast' in 5 minutes, terawih and then work at 2130hrs until dawn the next day, that's my routine, our routine throughout this holy months. so yeah Ive got to go now

"whenever, forever "